2 months in the highlight

First and foremost happy holiday to all and a prosperous Chinese new year. Been off from any writing for a while cause I've been spending most of my time with labwork and job lately. Life- so far was so-so although there are times when I felt like I needed a long getaway, but what the heck, jobs that demand a lot of effort is more important I guess. And I've been thinking not to be stranded with my study for a long time. The work might be tedious, but the satisfaction of getting the result is priceless.

It has been few weeks and loads of attempts that my work have no result, at a point where I almost gave up and took a few days off. After a few enlightenment from a good friends, I finally make a little adjustment and just bear with it for a while. Few methods which proved to work was successful in the try-out, and that really make my day. This however only covers no less than 50% of my work. Frustrated; yes and grateful at the same time.

I know it's a little too late for my new year post but I still owe Kev this one. Well, new year eve was celebrated at the usual place with the usual clan, plus few others. And together with that Kev and me celebrated our 11 years of friendship. Owh, did I mention that night was also Bryan's 20's something bday party...(sorry forgot the age).

New year resolution?? Haven't figure that out yet, honestly. Didn't seem to spend much of a time with the clan after that night. Moreover, my class was commenced on early January so it was hard for me to make up some time for my outing nowadays. Our next outing was only 2 weeks after and we did not talk that much. Besides, I was kind of getting sick of going to the same club every weekend and listening to the same old fuckin' song for the past 2 years. Seriously I need a new place for a hang-out.

If you're reading this Kev, honestly I don't really have much of a hot stuff to update you. I'm trying to stay out of everybody's way at the moment, try not to mess things up and listen if I should. Because I reckon that it's worthless for me to interrupt and it's really not my business to begin with, although there ARE times when they needed my advise, which I'm glad to help.

Big sis came for a visit with Amanda along with bro-in-law early February. Amanda is 8 months old to date and mum and dad was on top of the world when we first meet them in the airport after so long. They spent a week in Kuching and had a day visits to kampung.

Just dropping by

Apology to Kev for the lack of post recently, I know you've been waiting for my story (ies). Been busy with study and work lately. Will update with you the soonest. Promise!! hehe...

Hello 2010, goodbye 2009

Farewell 2009, welcome 2010! Yes that's what all people are talking about right now. New year resolution? Nope, haven't thought about it yet. But there are few in my mind for sure.

A lot have been on and off during the year of 2009, a life with bitter sweet that I will reminisce for sure.

Let see what I've achieved this year...
1) Continue my study( YAY! finally)
2) Quit my Job (which fits perfectly with my 2 years working plan)
3) Get myself a scholarship (Yes! I got them, not long ago)
4) Earn more money (I'm getting there)
5) Get myself fit

Updating

I guess a week off from lab work make me a little haywired. Was thinking of what to do this morning when i realize my work still have a long way to go. Besides, just received an email form CGS this morning requesting progressive report and registration which will due on the 15th January 2010.

Christmas was fine, celebrated among close families and friends. This year however, ma and pa decided to have it in Kuching. Fair enough I thought, it has been ages since we had it in Kuching.

Kev's back for his Xmas and new year holiday as well, had a long banter with him the other day. I guess the only thing we didn't really do this year is shopping. Well, I had mine earlier but I can see that he's trying to save some cash for his baby v for some maintenance, which is understandable.

Attended Mel's engagement ceremony last Saturday which falls on the 26th of Dec. She and Ricardo finally tied the knot after years of relationship, congrats guys!

It's 3 days before 2009 ends, glad that I've fulfilled almost all of my resolution. Although there are still a tiny weeny things that I haven't done yet. What the heck, carry it forward next year then..LOL!

The heart speaks

Echo in the head?(No, i'm not crazy...yet.) whispers in the heart? My intuition is telling me something is going on, or it's just me.

Mixed emotion and insecure. That is what I feel right now. I've been receiving cold reaction lately. Is it because what I did? Or is it because I don't belong to where I am right now? I know something fishy is going on, but frankly I am no gypsy to predict or decipher things with tarot card or glowing crystal ball.

Speak out if you do not like me, or despise me. Because I like people who can truly voice out their side of view, and not keeping it in the closet. Hit me with the bad news if you have to, because there's nothing in this world I can't face.

Faith is the only thing that holds me right now. And hoping that tomorrow will be better than today and the day before, because underneath it all, I believe karma will take its toll.

Lying is good? Not always...

Lying sometimes can be good, as long as people don't know that you are lying. But you must be smart enough to lie, or otherwise things won't turn out just like what you wanted.

I've known someone who is clever enough to lie, but not SMART ENOUGH to LIE to ME. Yes, you read it right. I am like a detector, almost...accept that I do not have all those high tech gadget inside of me. But I always stay ahead of people who wants to do hanky-panky stuff. Because I do not want to be another victim stuck in a stupid situation.

Why am I whining about all this? Truth to be told, I can be kind-hearted at times, but an Angel on my right shoulder does not always win in a situation like this, so I became a very bad person (not bad as in kill people and stuff, just bad bad...). And when that happened, I tend to think and make a bad remark on other people, especially when he/she overdo IT.

All the best to my buddy who lied to me, and to bunch of other friends. Just don't get me caught you red handed for the second time, or otherwise you are going to be DEAD MEAT!


P/S: Kevin, please come back ASAP, I have a platter of HOT STUFF to SPILL OUT.

Updating

The PCR is running and there are few experiments left, which is yet to be done. So I thought of dropping by to write something out.

Yes it's November and my day is no better than yesterday...or the day before. But I am glad that everything is going my way, although there were times where I needed time to reflect myself. Last week Kev came for a few days visit. Had a brief banter with him at Starbuck and update him with "what's hot and what's not" in the clan. Owh by the way, I can see that he loss few pounds (Clap! clap! clap!) which is a good news for him.

Sadly he couldn't make it to Halloween Party which is much of a turn off for Loid (He should be going back to Bunuk but have to cancel it because he thought that Kev would join us). The party went well, though it was not as happening as last year's Halloween. What's next? Aida's Bday is coming up so there's at least an event to celebrate this month! Lady Diana is coming down to Kuching at the end of the month so that's another event to anticipate.

Went for a movie with Jess and Gal last night; "Jennifer's Body", the movie was not bad, but the ending was not up to my expectation. I was half expecting Megan and Amanda had a kickass fight, instead it ended up with some lame killing action while levitating on the air.